today definatly sucked. i totally bombed a test first bell. jazz band was pretty good. then in MB we kinda sucked. i dont know y we just were like out of it. we totally have done it LOADS better. but really besides that today wasn't bad.
i am really excited about the game friday BUT because of todays practice i am worried. in the beginning it is frustrating cuz the peeps in the front of my line dont take even steps which makes me have to take uneven steps and its all ugh.
i am kinda enjoying school as much as one can. i mean i am finding things interesting the only thing i need to still fix is my drive to take notes and do homnework and what not.
so life is good.
OH i realized how much i miss the feeling i had in elementry. i realized how much i love black people. to fill everyone i grew up and was totally unaware of race because practically everyone in my elelmentary school was black and i never thought about race. and today hanging with people i realize how much i love the way they act. they are fun.(wow i realize how much that sounds like i am stereotyping, which i guess i am but i am only talking about specific black people not every black person in the world and now im rambling so ill stop)
i guess this is the end of this post. night all.